Thursday, November 29, 2001

Judy Garland returns from the dead!

Judy Garland returns from the dead!
Only those who know you well understand that all isn't right. Someone has cheated or bailed out early. You'll get your due soon enough, and it won't be pleasant for the unlucky fool on the giving end.
Dear god....okay...I have a new person to add to the cast of characters in my life, her name is Judy but I have a different name for her (read: Judy Garland)..I work with her at B&N and she's a 23 year, bright pink hair, pregnant-ass, already has three other kids, fabulous diva. Now, you might say oh....she's 23 and already has four kids? Well...I just need not delve into other people's personal lives, but, for your purposes..she's just fabulous. I was supposed to go out with her, and her friend Kieth last night, but then she had some emotional crisis, and called me back in tears] and we stayed on the phone for upward of three hours. I can see becoming great friends with her...I always love that type: the social outcast, the scorned personality, I feel like I have something in common with her, being the social misfit that I am. Needless to say, I'm sure that I'll be talking about her more and more often in this journal.

oh yea, I almost forgot. I mentioned this a couple of months ago....but, I never really expounded on what the whole story was. So here goes:
When I was a little boy....I mean a LITTLE boy, I can remember having a disturbing revelation. Ever since I can remember there has been this painting in the garage, of my parents house. The painting was apparently painted by some distant relative that I have no ties too, communication with, or knowledge of. The painting is of an African woman with earrings on. I can remember when I was very small, probably 2-3 years old, and looking at that painting..and realizing...that it was NOT my mother, and being quite upset by it. I remember sitting on the patio of my parents house, and being quite upset at that revalation. Now, about two years ago...when I was back at my parents house in good ol Lombard, I took the painting, and have had it ever since. I only recently had a picture taken of it, and have come out of the closet as the closeted african-woman loving man that I know myself to be now.
referral logs
• http://www.google.com/search?q=homosexual family pictures
• http://www.geocities.com/WestHollywood/Castro/3112/
• http://www.jhames.com/journal.htm
• http://www.janbln.de/janbln/links/webringe/index.htm
• http://www.jhames.com/journal.htm#MMI1109 

This is what Sue said about the picture of the african woman:
Just to let you know- that IS your real mother- we just didn't want to tell you.
is this not the cutest picture of Richard and his dog Ahab? I am going to the dress rehearsal tonight for HMC's Christmas show. Richard is dressing up as a nun! I gotta see this!